Week 11 Story: Dear Diary, Radha Here

Dear Diary,

Today is officially the worst day of my life. I woke up to sunshine and birds singing, smiling because I knew today was the day Krishna would ask permission to marry me. Oh, diary, how I had waited for this day. It seems like my love for Krishna grows with each day, and every time I see him my heart swells.

I waited for the news of Krishna's actions by the river that runs on the edge of Vrindaven. After all, what better way to spend time daydreaming of one's future than to spend it among nature?

However, the day soon started becoming the worst one ever when I spotted my love walking towards me. His face was drawn, his countenance sad, and I knew at once in my bones that what I had secretly feared had come to pass.

Sure enough, when Krishna came near, I could see the tears in his eyes.

"Krishna? What is wrong?" I asked him. "Did your parents not give you permission?"

"No, Radha," he replied. "It is more than that, though. They took me to a priest, and he showed me the will of Dharma. I am sorry, my dear, but I cannot marry you."

And with those words that I knew would forever change my life, Krishna just left me.

Yes, Diary, you read that right! He did not even offer me comfort or more of an explanation. So I sat on the bank of the river for what felt like hours, numb to everything. If I am honest, I still feel a bit numb. What am I supposed to do with my life? How am I supposed to experience the joys of being a mother? I love Krishna so much it hurts. How am I supposed to find that with someone else?

Diary, if I wanted to be even more honest, I am angry with my Krishna as well. How is Dharma against our marriage? I know he loves me as I love him. I don't understand! How could he just throw us away, as if our love is nothing? I do not know what to do.

I guess, I will have to learn to love again.

Image of a Statue of Radha and Krishna in Kolkata.

No Changes Made. By: Jonoikobangali. Source: Wikimedia Commons

Author's Note: Hi reader! The inspiration from this story came from Episode 13 of Epified TV's Krishna series. In this episode, Krishna seeks to gain permission to marry Radha. When his parents cannot convince him not to, they take him to a priest who tells Krishna that he is the saviour of Dharma, and he cannot marry Radha so that he can fulfill his destiny. I thought this tale was heartbreaking, but I did not like how we did not get Radha's point of view. So, that's how I got the idea for Dear Diary, Radha Here! I had not done a story in a diary-style format, so I thought it would be fun to give it a go now that the semester is nearing its end for me. I hope you enjoyed my story!

Bibliography: 

"Krishna Episode 13 - The Saviour of Dharma" by Epified TV (India) in 2015. Link: YouTube

Reading Notes: Epified: Krishna, Part B

This second part of Krishna's story was even more interesting than the first! I was saddened when Krishna and Radha could not marry, and I was happy when Krishna fulfilled his destiny by killing King Kamsa. I also enjoyed the illustrations in this part as well as I did in Part A.

One part that stood out to me was Krishna's healing of Trivakra. This very much reminded me again of Jesus, who healed many people during his lifetime. I think it is so interesting how Krishna, an avatar of Vishnu, has a story with so many parallels to Jesus, who is a huge part of Christianity. I wonder if that is just coincidence, or if one of the tales inspired the other?

Besides that part, I also enjoyed the story of Krishna taming Hastin and showing the people of Vrindaven the lesson of kindness. It was very sweet to see how Krishna easily tamed the bull by simply feeding him sweets and playing music, though I do wonder why no one else in the village had tried to similarly tame Hastin before? It seems similar to techniques people use today to tame wild animals.

I think for a story on this section, I would maybe want to write about Radha's feelings when she is told she will not be able to marry Krishna. We got to hear about Krishna's feelings on the topic, but not Radha's. I want to give Radha a chance to react to the news and have feelings, either of anger or sadness.

Statue of Krishna at Sri Mariamman Temple.

No Changes Made. By: AngMoKio on 2-15-2011. Source: Wikimedia Commons

Bibliography:

"Krishna Episode 13 - The Saviour of Dharma" by Epified TV (India) in 2015. Link: YouTube

"Krishna Episode 18 - Krishna Kills Kamsa" by Epified TV (India) in 2015. Link: YouTube

"Krishna Episode 16 - Krishna Arrives at Mathura" by Epified TV (India) in 2015. Link: YouTube

"Krishna Episode 12 - Krishna rides Hastin" by Epified TV (India) in 2015. Link: YouTube

Reading Notes: Epified: Krishna, Part A

I really enjoyed this set of videos about Krishna's childhood! I do not know anything about Krishna besides his part in the Mahabharata, so it was interesting to learn more about him. I really enjoyed the illustrations that accompanied the stories, I think they helped me to visualize the different facets of Krishna's stories. 

The video that stood out to me the most during Part A was the fact that Yashoda did not even question the fact that she had a baby boy next to him. She was portrayed as seemingly forgetting that she gave birth to a boy, not a daughter like she thought. That is insane to me! It seemed like weak storytelling, honestly, to make a mother just forget the gender of her child. I think I would like to rewrite this and make Yashoda sad and confused at the loss of her daughter. 

Another thing I found interesting is how King Kamsa started killing newborns in the hopes that one of them was his nephew. That totally made me think of the birth of baby Jesus and how King Herod killed newborns and Mary and Joseph had to flee to save Jesus!

Overall, I really enjoyed the format of videos for the weekly reading. It was a nice change of pace!

Statue of Yashoda and Krishna.

No Changes Made. By: Metropolitan Museum of Art on 12-18-2019. Source: Wikimedia Commons

Bibliography:

"Krishna Episode 2 - Vasudev Meets Yamuna" by Epified TV (India) in 2015. Link: YouTube

"Krishna Episode 4 - Putana" by Epified TV (India) in 2015. Link: YouTube